Sober

It has been 3 months since the last time I spoke to him, and it has been a living hell, but I have been able to overcome it little by little with the help of the people who love me. This song is all for him... I am trembling as I write this though... three months and I am still sober... kind of, because I did get drunk last night :D oh well, here goes for you, my lonely wolf...

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

Here is the song... one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard in my life, and I break down every freaking time I hear it...