Oy, Wolf. You love stirring me up, don't you? You know, funny how this song (Naive Orleans from Anberlin) kinda represents what I feel right now... I find it funny because I am going to see Anberlin live tomorrow, and maybe it is even a little ironic at the same time... because, well, you have no idea, do you? Of what I have been through? I went through Hell. YOU HAVE NO IDEA, DO YOU? Of what you make me feel? Of how much it can really hurt? Did you ever wake up crying in the middle of the night? Did you ever have that restless insomnia? I hope not, because I did and it sucked. You mock me because I ended up in therapy... how dare you... I needed to fix my head. My head that you messed up with so well because you knew me so well, and you used that to your advantage. You knew me so well and you knew what buttons to push. I am different now. I am hurting and bleeding all over again thanks to you. You couldn't just let it be. Dormant. That is how it needs to stay. Dormant. Buried. Deep down. Forever. Some things are just meant to be left alone, Wolf. Everytime you come around you lift up all the dust and I start sneezing without control. I can't do it again. We cannot do it again. Too much pain.
Come and go now as you please. You always do, anyways, Wolf.
Your actions write the melodies. They always do.
To those songs that we sing. My tune always changes when you are around.
And you just sing. And I sing as well. Are we even singing the same song?
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around. It has too. I need to live day by day even though you are not here. I feel like I have survived the chaos. Don't take away my sanity again, please.
Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
When my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever. I think about my dreams more.
Hearts now severed. Our hearts are way beyond being beat up, Wolf. Wanna beat up my heart some more?
Difference of forever. Summary of what we are.
And I am lost there. That is how I feel... lost...
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud, yea
Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud
Your actions write the melodies. They always do.
To those songs that we sing. My tune always changes when you are around.
And you just sing. And I sing as well. Are we even singing the same song?
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around. It has too. I need to live day by day even though you are not here. I feel like I have survived the chaos. Don't take away my sanity again, please.
Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
When my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever. I think about my dreams more.
Hearts now severed. Our hearts are way beyond being beat up, Wolf. Wanna beat up my heart some more?
Difference of forever. Summary of what we are.
And I am lost there. That is how I feel... lost...
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud, yea
Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And the world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud
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