Definition

Good question. Some people say I'm adventurous, bouncy, cheerful, clumsy, crazy, curious, dreamer, dorky, emotional, energetic, flirty, funny, giggly, goofy, happy, hyper, jubilant, mischievous, nerdy, optimistic, passionate, romantic, silly, weird and many other things. I am just a girl (I am not normal, that's for sure - anything but ordinary please) trying to be happy and I fight for my dreams. I wanna go where no one has gone and I wanna feel what no one has felt! I love life, colors, ADVENTURES, laughing, I LOVE LOVE!!! I believe that if you change YOUR world the WHOLE world will change around you. I love Japanese animation, J-pop, K-pop and cosplaying! I am a proud otaku. I leave with you a glimpse of what defines me!

Otaku.

No One

I am moving through the crowd

Trying to find myself

Feel like a guitar that's never played

Will someone strum away?

And I ask myself

Who do I wanna be?

Do I wanna throw away the key?

and invent a whole new me

and I tell myself

No One, No One

Don't wanna be

No One

But me

You are moving through the crowd

Trying to find yourself

Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf

Will someone take you down?

And you ask yourself

Who do I wanna be?

Do I wanna throw away the key?

and invent a whole new me

Gotta tell yourself

No One, No One

Don't wanna be

No One

But me

Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall

You turn the light on to erase it all

You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless

So open all the blinds and all the curtains

No One, No One

Don't wanna be

No One

But me

We are moving through the crowd...

S P I C E

I love this song so much. I loved it even before I translated it. It had a certain vibe that I could not tear myself away from. Now that I know what the song says, it makes perfect sense. If you would know me, you would understand. To help you understand, I am a hardcore daydreamer and this song is every daydreamer's hymn. It is full of tenderness, melancholy and longing. le sigh. Only helpless romantics like myself feel drawn to it I guess. Anyhow, my girls never disappoint me. Their singing and dancing gets better with each video (Perfume is amazing!). I adore everything they do. I have listened to this song way more times than I am willing to confess. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do.

Listen carefully

If you stare,

Look, if the door opens

Everything is shown

Maybe it’s best to not know

But I wanna be excited unexpectedly

Over and over, the spice of curiosity awakens something

Listen carefully

If you stare,

Look, if the door opens

Everything is shown

Maybe it’s best to not know more than this

I’m so anxious, I’m falling in love

The short distance feels far away, even if I feel it in the same room

Maybe it’s best to not know

But I wanna be excited unexpectedly

Over and over, the spice of curiosity awakens something

Listen carefully

If you stare,

Look, if the door opens

Everything is shown

But maybe it’s best to not know

I’m so anxious, I’m falling in love

The distance feels far away, even if I feel it in the same room

Maybe it’s best to not know

But I wanna be excited unexpectedly

Over and over, the spice of curiosity awakens something

Maybe

Over and over, the spice of curiosity awakens something

I wanna be excited

I’m so anxious

SPICE

Haunted

I think it's impossible to forget someone who once was the reason for the smile on your face. You can't just forget someone like that. I still have feelings for him. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without him, a part of me just won't let go.

Louder, louder

The voices in my head

Whispers taunting

All the things you said

Faster the days go by and I'm still

Stuck in this moment of wanting you here

Time

In the blink of an eye

You held my hand, you held me tight

Now you're gone

And I'm still crying

Shocked, broken

I'm dying inside

Where are you?

I need you

Don't leave me here on my own

Speak to me

Be near me

I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Shadows linger

Only to my eye

I see you, I feel you

Don't leave my side

It's not fair

Just when I found my world

They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart

I miss you, you hurt me

You left with a smile

Mistaken, your sadness

Was hiding inside

Now all that's left

Are the pieces to find

The mystery you kept

The soul behind a guise

Where are you

I need you

Don't leave me here on my own

Speak to me

Be near me

I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Why did you go?

All these questions run through my mind

I wish I couldn't feel at all

Let me be numb

I'm starting to fall

Where are you?

I need you

Don't leave me here on my own

Speak to me

Be near me

I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Where are you?

Where are you?

You were smiling

Change Myself.

I love ICONIQ. I love the songs they have given to her because she can definitely relate to them. I love the lyrics of this song because yet again, I can relate so much to them. I hope you can relate as well.

I sigh and want to cry

Troubles exist for everyone but

I only ever put on my MP3 and pushed the reality away

Those days were unpleasant

If sadness captured everything

I will become slightly stronger

because I overcame many obstacles

Oh I won't be defeated

If it's a "No" now, I'll change it to a "Yes"

I'm doing it for no one but myself

I'm changing, more & more, change for myself

I'm changing, more & more, change for myself

I'm beginning to shine

Gonna change for myself

I only focused on my surroundings

And I forgot to live my own life

I tried to fill the gap with things that were never enough for me

Even if I was doing my best, I was awkward in these empty surroundings

If I could take care of given things

I know I'll be able to trust myself.

No matter how small something is, it could become my strength.

The current me can cross over sadness

And turn my tears into my allies

I'm changing, more & more, change for myself

I'm changing, more & more, change for myself

Yes I'm changing, definitely, change for myself

I'm starting to shine

Gonna change for myself

I've been climbing

Sad and painful things!

But if I get a little tired

I cry and reset

I'm trying so hard to protect myself that it's impossible to care about others.

Therefore, I'm gonna move on.

In order to become gentle I'm movin' on today

If it's a "No" now, I'll change it to a "Yes"

I'm doing it for no one but myself

I'm changing, more & more, change for myself

I'm changing, more & more, change for myself

Yes I'm changing, definitely, change for myself

I'm beginning to shine

Gonna change for myself

- Hiro

Light ahead.

I love ICONIQ. All her songs are so cool, but this one in particular has such a feel good vibe. It lifts my spirit up when I am feeling down. The lyrics are so simple yet so deep. I hope you guys like it, too.

Keep on going
Don’t look back, keep on going
Don’t look back... to the next stage

I gaze at this familiar scenery for one last time
Thank you. When I spoke aloud.
My voice sounded slightly insecure.

It’ll be okay soon. I’ll be okay on my own
This lonely feeling will fade soon
I throw away all my unnecessary baggage
Yeah, I move freely
I still have a long way to go...!
To the light ahead

One, two, three!
I remove my old key and hold it up to the light
Wonders, wishes and memories wash over me
Like magic.
I don’t need it anymore!

Keep on going
Don’t look back, keep on going
Don’t look back... to the next stage, going!

I stand still in this unfamiliar city and take a deep breath
Suddenly I start to feel lonely
And my heart clenches

It’ll be okay soon. I’ll be okay on my own
Yeah, this loneliness will fade soon
I know I’ll get used to this place immediately
Yeah, I take it easy
I still have a long way to go...!
To the light ahead

One, two, three!
I attach a new key and put it in my pocket
I look forward to this new, unseen future
To that place where an infinite light is visible

Keep on going
Don’t look back, keep on going
Don’t look back... to the next stage, going!

In the future there will be more ups and downs
Even if there will be highs and lows
I will overcome them one by one
Keep on going
Light... to the light ahead!

One, two, three!
I remove my old key and hold it up to the light
One, two, three!
I attach a new key and put it in my pocket
I look forward to this new, unseen future
To that place where an infinite light is visible

Keep on going
Don’t look back, keep on going
Don’t look back... to the next stage, going!

It’s okay, I can see the light ahead. I can see it clearly
It’s okay, I can see the light ahead. I wonder if I can believe in it ☆

Keep on going
Don’t look back, keep on going
Don’t look back... to the next stage, going!
To the light ahead

- Light Ahead by Momo "Mocha" N., U-Key Zone